Monday, February 14, 2005
i think i'm going to quit writing in here because i have some sort of creative mental block about this blog.
but happy valentine's day.
Posted at 09:30 pm by shameless
Saturday, January 29, 2005
punctuation is overrated
i'm reading again
it makes me want to write
but every time i sit down to write all that comes from my fingers is the same old bullshit
am i lying to myself
is everything i think my life is pointless and doomed
what does it mean
where do i go from here
maybe the point of going somewhere is the journey and not the destination but all the same i hate the uncertainty that comes with jumping into a life of any kind
although calling my life a life may be exaggerating considering i'm sitting here journaling on a saturday night
how can i obsess so... obsessively
fuck it
Posted at 09:45 pm by shameless
am i imagining it that i'm becoming more and more anti-social as this year rolls on?
Posted at 11:01 am by shameless
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Whomever of you, dear readers, tried to change my password- it is not appreciated. Please refrain from meddling with my shit in the future. Thank you.
Also, lj is down from a "massive failure" and i'm wondering if i'm going to lose all my lj entries. That would suck a lot.
Posted at 01:00 pm by shameless
Monday, January 10, 2005
every day she wears the same thing, i think she smokes pot...
A cookie to who can tell me what song that's from.
"Who knows", your comment was entirely worthless, but that's okay. Next time leave your name and a worthwhile comment, and I'll get back to ya.
Meanwhile, I have pledged myself to be Robbie's super hero. However, I will not wear spandex. There's enough of that in this house with dad running outside in the winter.
This blog's steadily become less and less meaningful... i think this entry is the culmination of a long decline.
So yeah, sorry about that. Maybe I'll sink into a school-induced depression and become incredibly melancholy and get my poetry writing skillz back.
Posted at 07:59 pm by shameless
Saturday, January 01, 2005
With the new year begins again the cycle of life and death. Frankly I'm hoping there will be a little less death.
I'm a little grumpy today, but I did stay up late last night. I was good, I didn't get drunk or anything, but I tried vodka and mountain dew. I must say, I'll stick to my fruity, girly drinks. Not that I even ever drink beyond a sip of someone else's.
I hope everyone has a happy year. I finally grasped that I am graduating-- I am getting out of this hell-- this year. The realization fills me with a joy and excitement that seems to make sitting through overcrowded classes with stupid, stupid people more worth it.
*sigh*
I'm not too eloquent today.
Posted at 03:54 pm by shameless
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
tickle fights with my boyfriend are the best things in the world- that and whooping up on my fellow employees in taboo and charades. also, i'm quite adept at holding a jalapeno pepper on the tip of my tongue.
it's really beginning to look a lot like Christmas. WHO HOO! I love watching the snow fall.
Posted at 10:21 pm by shameless
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i have a picture in my mind of us standing under a street light in swirling snow, looking into each others' eyes
the wind is cold, but we are warm, shielded by the love that flows form our hearts and out through our eyes and mouths and ears
the air i breathe is you
Posted at 09:04 pm by shameless
Sunday, November 28, 2004
It's strange how you can draw parallels between so many things. Dancing. Drumbeats. Physicality. How sometimes dancing can feel like making love. Not that I would know... but kind of, what you think it would be like. (strangely this reminds me of once when i tried to describe a badly-tasting lemon drink: "It tastes like Lysol smells!")
That's my random thought for the day.
Posted at 02:42 pm by shameless
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
livejournal.com/users/shamelesslyrori
me, the 5th time over.
Posted at 08:01 pm by shameless
